2025

October

10/1/2025 I know I had a lot of dreams last night, but I can't remember any of them :'D

HANG ON I KIND OF REMEMBER ONE OF THEM
I was drawing Shadow the Hedgehog from memory in one of them. It was honestly a really good pencil drawing, but I had forgotten a LOT of details lol. There was someone watching me silently. Not sure what they were thinking.

10/2/2025 In one of my dreams last night, I was out in the hallway at night. I was picking up a bunch of my dirty clothes that for some reason had gotten spilled on the floor. I also found some small pieces of clothing and accessories that weren't mine, but were mixed into the mess. I hung those items on a hinge doorstopper (which was on the outside of the door for some reason where there wouldn't even need to be hinges.) I then heard a sound come out of the room (which was supposed to be my parents' room) so I watched. After a bit, someone walked into my sight wearing a Bonnie (FnaF) cosplay, which was pretty decent. Turns out it was some girl who was staying with me for some reason. I complimented the costume, and we talked a moment before the dream ended.

One dream I had, which I thought was possibly real for a moment because of how realistic it was, I was out in the hallway at night again, but this time I was talking to my dad as he got ready for bed. For some reason I was talking to him about the coorelation between the use of Tylenol and parents who are autistic (people with autism are more likely to use painkillers since they can be more sensitive to pain.) I told him autism is genetic (which it is,) so if someone who is autistic has a kid, there's a good chance that kid will have autism. (If you're reading this in the far future, which I somewhat doubt, then please note that there was a false claim about pregnant people using Tylenol causing autism based on a flawed study.)
As I spoke in the dream, I ended up going into the room and sitting down on my mom's side of the bed. This is part of how I knew this wasn't a real memeory, since I wouldn't dare enter the room at that time of night since our dog is laying in the doorway, and she gets a bit more protective of my parents at night.

In another dream, there were two red foxes out in the backyard. Eventually they started to approach me as I watched them. I tried to wave something at them to spook them away, but it didn't work. Turns out, they could actually talk, and began to speak with me (and eachother.) I don't remember anything they said, but the dream switched to them working on some busted up old car. There was apparently something wrong with the engine. The car could still run, but not well. One of the two ended up getting frustrated with the other, and took the car and left for a couple minutes before realising she didn't want to leave the other there. She came back, and the two began to work on the engine again.

In the last dream I remember, I was in Minecraft. I was in some kind of stone hallway dungeon-like place. It kind of reminded me of The Outerlands from Thaumcraft 4, but a LOT lighter. There were a few other people there with me that were talking and reading some things off. I was making spells Ars Magica 2 style. I made one called "black mold" which was supposed to only hurt enemies that had already taken some kind of damage. Well, as I was making the spell, this one guy read off that there was also a passive version of it that was always kind of around. If you stood in one place too long just doing nothing, the area around you would get the black mold effect and would damage you if you had taken damage. Well, the floor around one of the others there had turned a weird color, and then got a specled textured thing on top. Turns out that's exactly what happened to that pther guy, though they weren't damaged so they didn't get hurt from it.
I ended up breaking the mold, which didn't drop anything. I tried using a harvesting spell to make it go faster, but it wasn't applicable, so I just had to break it normally. The ground's color began to turn back to normal and eventually it was all cleaned up.

10/3/2025 I know I had a few dreams, but I don't remember any of them :(
10/4/2025 I remembered one when I woke up, but forgot it since I did stuff most of the day :P

I partially remmeber. It was some weird and oddly long dream about me getting banned from several different online things (not sure if they were forums or game servers, but I was able to physically be in a room with all the members of whatever groups they were?) I talked to the mods face-to-face about why I got banned and why I think I should be unbanned. I did get unbanned I think from two, but got rebanned from one. I think I had to write a note the second time, but just kinda gave up.

10/5/2025 In one of my dreams last night, I was trying to draw the anime version of Gundham Tanaka on a whiteboard or something, but I was SUPER indecisive as to where I wnated to draw him, so I kept starting and erasing what I drew. Honestly, yeah.

Keeping in theme with Danganronpa, I had a dream where an alternate version of THH came out where the catalyst for the main change seemed to be Sayaka not dying. The screen I remember seeing was of a bedroom (the dorm layout was different.) Sayaka was awake, sitting up in bed, and Leon was on the floor (looked like he got shoved) with a scared look on his face. I think the decoratve sword was laying on the ground next to the bed. Not sure what exactly happened, but murder is not it.

In another dream of mine, I was at some big indoor entertainment center or something. I remember there being an area that had a bunch of slides, I think, that went up several stories. There were some doors that lead to staircases you could go up (and I did) that lead to different sections of the slide you could ride down on. I don't remember much from that dream, but it had a really off feeling to it. I was in a group and there was a tour guide who I think was actually the owner and his vibes were just not the greatest.

It's 2am and I JUST remembered another dream I had.
In one of my dreams I was at some store that was having a huge sale on EVERYTHING (for the most part.) I was looking down an aisle that had anime merch and I stumbled across a Madoka Magica section. I looked through what they had and found a pair of Homura-themed earrings (mainly designed after her soulgem) which where dangles that had dainty gold chains with little charms at the ends. The pair was normally $100, but I didn't know if they were on clearence or not. I debated whether or not I truely wanted them as I inspected them in their packaging. There was another pair based on another character (I think Kyoko?) but I didn't look at them aside from a brief glance.

10/6/2025 In one of my dreams, I was kind of hanging around the house of someone (not sure who) and I was "trying" to stay hidden from their parents. At one point I was right next to both of them as they slep outside on some double-wide beach chair. I ended ip getting my hands on what looked like a weird, sugar-sprinkle covered candle. I took a bite out of it and it was a stiff gummy texture. Tasted kinda like a cheap gummy. The man began to wake up, so I skiddaddled.
Later on I went to the store to see if I could find whatever those things where. I did browse other stuff along the way (I came across some knock-off LEGO sets that were of Sun and Moon from FNaF) and even pocketed a few things small like a candystick and loose items I found on the shelves. At one point, I tried searching whatever search terms I could think of to try and find those things (even though I didn't know what they were) using some computers set up at the store. Well, something seemed to be wrong with them because certain letters didn't work and the system seemed super buggy. I ended up searching by foot again. I came across some other computer and pulled a CD out of it that had a bunch of words written in purminant marker on it. Apparently I knew it belonged to Kris (Deltarune) so I went to their house and dropped it off before leaving to the store again.
This time, I ended uo finding a section of the store that was one section of shelving that had candy on one end, alcohol on the other, and some second-hand gaming things in the middle. I combed over the shelves (though I did get a littlr overwhelmed by how much stuff was there) and I did find some candy that was stick-shaped, as well as some candles that were scented like food, but I didn't find the thing I was looking for. I looked at the game stuff briefly, and there was a consol that was supposed to be some really old version of VR that was actually really ahead of it's time. I think it was call a "Vortex" or "Vortextron." The consol itself kind of looked like a PS4, but the part with the VR looked kind of like an old diver's helmet. I knew one of my friends really wanted it, and it had been sitting around for a while. Apparnetly it was really expensive. Several other people were looking at it in awe.
After a bit, I ended up continuing to search the shelves, and on the candy side I did end up finding those candle candle things, but the boxes had no specifications about what they were!

In some other dream I was also in a store, though this one was more like a mall. I ended up going into some little shop and glancing around. I found a shelved cart that had some magic wands on it, and I began to look through them (hoping that none of them were Harry Potter themed.) I ended up finding other items as well, like some jewelry. There was an opal pendant that was only $10, but I didn't like the pattern on the opal, so I left it.
As I searched, this one employee (some tall thin dude) came up to me and started talking to me like I was a regular or something. He told me the "squeak" in my voice was kind of annoying to him, and I was like, "What?" because I hadn't spoken until I just responded to him in that moment. He talked about how I would thank them for their service, and I said "I didn't say anything." He looked kinda embarassed, and left me alone.
As I looked through the small items, I ended up finding a really old-looking "pendant" that spelled "Nickelodeon" and was horribly tarnished green (possibly brass?) I looked at the tag on it and I think it said it was worth approximately $26 MILLION dollars. I looked around a bit to make sure no one saw what I was holdin and slipped it into my pocket. I kept looking at what was around, but the dream faded soon after.

I also remember having a dream where I went outside to take a picture of a moonflower and a morning glory that were both open at the same time. Outside was really overcast and still. It was quiet. Kind of eerie in a way, but oddly peaceful.

10/7/2025 This dream was long, and pretty uneventful. I found out that Jon Arbuckle (Garfield) was the person who created the Mimic (FNaF) and I just kinda...hung around his house? There was one point where his mother was scolding him for having an "unsafe" house for his newborn baby (pretty sure he did marry Lisa) even though his house was pretty normal? Also there was one part where I was ranting to someone about how he had a phonelineinstalled through a decorative wall, but it wasn't plugged in to anything.

There was also either another oart of that dream, or a different dream later on where I saw Sun in the ruined Pizzaplex. He looked like a slightly less damager version of his ruined counterpart; his face completely fine, but everything else with some damage (rays included.) He had only his colors though, none of Moon's. He was also about to be himself even in the dark.
I remember he was really upset about something, and I wanted to hug him, but couldn't because I was on the other side of a screen watching him.

10/8/2025 In one of my dreams last night, I woke up and went into the bathroom where I noticed I had a couple white streaks in my hair. I Began to look at them to see where they were coming from. There were either two or three on my right side, and only one on the left. My hair was also a little bit below the shoulder (shorter than it is IRL) and tbh, it looked pretty nice.

I also remember a small bit of another dream where I found that some clovers were growing out my my bedroom floor by where I kept my plants. I had some clover in a pot in the dream.

10/9/2025 Barely got any sleep last night.

I barely remember one dream I had where Steel Wool was showing off some teasers/short trailers for a new FNaF game. There were two I remembered that had Moon in the daycare; one with the lights on, and one with them off. He seemed pretty chill in both of them, talking to the player directly. I don't remember what about, though. Pretty sure one thing was a question. The player character didn't seem worried.

In a different dream, I remember somehow being in my house and seeing things that happened in the past. One thing was me taking an empty wrapping paper tube, putting one end over my dad's ear, and yelling something through the other end. The present him asked why I did it, and I told him I didn't know that it would be so loud when I was a kid.

10/10/2025 In one of my dreams last night, Spongebob got drunk and started acting really mean. He later ended up trying to apologize once he sobered up.
Also, Plankton was somehow behind that, and he also wanted to destroy the human race for sometimes interfering with his plans.
10/11/2025 I had a dream where I saw this adorable fuzzy bee on my window inbetween the glass and the screen. It somehow managed to get through and into my room. I had some kind of mosquito net hung up in front of the window, but it was trying to find a way out.
I went to leave my room, needing to open TWO doors before I entered the hall. There was a blanket on the floor in front of my door(s) which I thoguth was weird but didn't really pay much attention to. I went down the stairs and was greeted by about 6 stacks of papertowel packs or something blocking the staircase from the living room. I asked my dad what was up, and he started talking like he had to clean up some mess on the carpet or something, but he never said that he did. I had assumed there were parts of the carpet that were wet, but I don't remember if that was true or not. Either way, most items had been packed up in boxes and stacked by the walls. The carpet was white for some reason. I also knew we were expecting guests for dinner later that day, but I didn't know if this was because of that or something else.
Anyway, I did end up getting my net, but when I tried going back to my room, my vision started getting dark and it was hard to see. I soon woke up.
10/12/2025 In one of my dreams last night, I was part of some group where each of us had special powers, and were represented by a symbol. Some of the members where younger than me, and I don't remember if there were any older (I don't think I got to see them all.) I'm not entirely sure what my power(s) specifically was, but at one point I went outside, and while talking with one of the others, I stood/crouched on top of a small tree without it bending. I knew I had some kind of flight, but it also seemed like I was as light as a bird when I wanted to be?
At one point when we were talking (and a third person appeared,) I pointed out a very cute long-eared owl that was on the other side of the fence. Once they noticed, we were soon on the other side. One of them found a baby one, which was covered mostly in white feathers (which I found odd.) There was another young one on the other side of the fence, that eventually managed to make its way through. Not long after, one of the parent owls found them and was giving us quite the angry look. Seemed like it was planning on attacking us. I think I spoke to both the other two people, as well as the owl, while I kind of distanced myself from them.
Once the situation was over, I began to look for places in some of the trees to test out how high up of a branch I could land on without breaking it. One of the others went back inside to get/do something, and the other stuck around with me. I did get pretty high up into some of the trees, but I was a bit too nervous about pushing it much more since the branches were getting a bit thin.
I eventually told the other person I was going to go around the back of the cluster of trees (which was in a ditch btw) to go check on something, and that I'd be back. At the other side, I was wanting to check on a plum tree (which doesn't exist irl, but had been there in several dreams now.) The tree was fruiting, but most of the ripe ones had already been picked, and there were two people already there looking at them. I did manage to find a ripe one, and when I was pulling it off the branch, I noticed something white sticking up one one side. Once I got it off, I realized it was some kind of mushroom, so I tossed it aside. One of the people there told me to get it away from the tree. It was some kind fo pest fungus.
The three of use kept looking around at the plums, and I noticed a few other ripe ones with those mushrooms on them, so I decided not to try and pick anymore. I began looking around at other trees (the area changed btw) and I came across some pears on the ground. They were small bosc pears, which are my favorite. I looked up and said, "This is a bosc pear tree :D" though, I didn't find any ripe ones on the tree itself.
The dream shifted again to me walking around some kind of...market? Some people had carts/stands full of fruits, others were selling items. I browsed around, at one point finding a weird pale greenish-blue fruit that was sliced almost in half. I picked it up and smelled it, but it didn't smell like much. Just kind of generic planty smell. I put it back, pondering whether or not I wanted to get one to try, but I decided against it and moved on.
I started to get to the part where people were selling objects. One of them was a tiny metal miniature set of drawers of some kind. It looked like a free-standing jewelry box. I picked it up carefully and opened the top part. One half had buttons in it. I closed that side and opened the other, which had cut pins and beads. I accidentally spilled some of the contents, putting back what I could before setting it back down. I heard some people around chastising me. I moved on, and eventually came across someone selling a few items. One I was eyeing-up was a pretty decently sized Egyptian perfum bottle. It was mostly clear with some green parts with gold plating (a larger version of one I actually own.) I didn't disturb it since it was laying sideways on a small pile of other perfume bottles. I did, however, take a look at a large chest of drawers that was close by. It looked to be solid wood, and the drawers I opened were slotted with different miscellaneous items inside. When I was there is when I learned that all of the objects in the "market" were going to be auctioned off. I was thinking about going for the drawers, as well as that one perfume bottle.
I don't really remember how the dream ended, but I know it wasn't in that moment. I think dream logic kicked in hard and stuff got kinda weird before it faded.
10/13/2025 In one of my dreams last night, me and my dad found out that my brother had gotten into a bad car accident and was at the hospital. Somehow we also found out that a guy had caused the accident on purpose, and may have also poisoned my brother.
I ended up finding the guy and started to follow him. I warned him I had a weapon (a large kitchen knife) and he didn't seem worried. We went down to the basement where there was an old well. I stabbed him in the back multiple times, killing him. I hid his body in the well and left. I got a paper towel and some hydrogen peroxide and began to wipe ever surface I had touched (as well as my hands since they had some blood on them) before I left again. Turns out this had happened in a semi-abandoned mansion.

I'm not sure if this part happened before or in-between the first half and last half of the dream, but I was walking around the mansion, which was now my Minecraft base. It was pretty big and had a bunch of halls and small rooms with no specific purpose. The world was modded with some of my favorite magic mods. I ended up finding an Eldritch Guardian from Thaumcraft 4 who ended up spawning in a kind of weird spot, despite having the appearance and animations of one that should be by an obelisk. I kinda talked to it a bit, joking about how it wasn't where it should be, before either walking away or one-shotting it with a pretty powerful sword.
As I went on my way, I noticed more Eldritch Guardians spawning in random places, both outside and inside my base. I assumed it was because of one of the new add-ons I had, and realized that it seemed like they were spawning close to anything that was magic related (crucible, infusion alter, etc.) I began working on splitting one large room into a first and second floor because the upper part had my crucible in it, but the Eldritch Guardians were spawning in any part of the room. At some point I ended up just switching into peaceful mode to get rid of them all because they were making me nervous (despite being in creative.)

Back to the original premise, I ended up at home where I was worrying a little about whether or not I'd end up getting caught. I knew that mansion had a lot of people visit it, so there would definitely be a lot of DNA and fingerprints around. I also didn't know if they'd even find that guy's body, or know he was dead for a while. I think a few days passed before I was eventually taken in for questioning. At first I was talking to the detective who was driving me to where the interrogation would be. We somehow ended up on the topic of crystals and spiritualism surrounding them. He seemed to be much more knowledgeable on the topic than me, so I mainly just listened while I shaved down part of a block of wood in the backseat with a tiny planer and some sandpaper.
Eventually we reached the place, which was the mansion (though it looked a bit different.) As we went inside, he pulled out a blacklight and was looking at the walls and floor. One wall, that had a set of double-doors, had a LOT of splatters that lit up blue under the blacklight, though I couldn't see any markings without the light. I wondered if it was blood. If it was, I knew it wasn't from the guy I killed. It must have been from someone else.
The detective then took me, as well as several other people, down into the basement and began to question us, though I think each person was in a different little spot with different people. I don't really remember what the questions were, but at one point he (and a female assistant) placed some crystals carved into seashells down on the table in front of me and asked me about them. I mentioned how they reminded me of these fancy seashell-shaped hazelnut chocolates I liked. Though, I knew that three of them (which were kind of pale grey-ish-blue in color) contained some of the remains of that guy I killed. At some point the detective mentioned something about the crystals taking a "long time" to be made. I agreed, and mentioned that it probably took someone a while to carve each one.
After that, he ended up talking to the whole group. He told us that we'd be brought back later one-at-a-time to speak with spirits using the crystals. There were now a few that weren't shell-shaped. One was a pale blue stone cut in a marquise. I had a feeling that one was going to be the one I was supposed to use.
Me and the others got sent back upstairs while a group of young kids were sent to the basement next to be questioned about something else (I forget what, but I knew it wasn't child-appropriate via dream knowledge for something that doesn't really exist irl.) I found one of my friends who was up there for some other reason, and we spoke a bit. I could feel a dull pain from sitting in a hard plastic chair during the first half of the interrogation, so I ended up laying on the floor. Not long after, I woke up.

Sorry detective, but you're never gonna find the culprit. I'm long outta there now!

10/14/2025 In one of my dreams last night I was arguing with my "mom" (wasn't my IRL mom) about just random, pointless stuff. AT some point I kinda broke down and yelled about how she had just waited until I was 18 to start being accusatory of me so she could kick me out at anytime legally.
That was over her saying it was my fault she dropped a cake, btw. That dream was weird and it sucked. Literally no idea why I had it. I don't have problems with either of my IRL parents like that.

The other dream I had was all over the place and I don't really care to write it down. Not emotional, just kinda unnoteworthy :P

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